Today is one of those days where you would rather stay at work, or not come home... turn off your phone and be all by your self. Have a nice tall glass of something strong. Things are just not going the way I would like. I have to say I am not really happy at the point in my life. There are somethings that I guess are supposed to just happen and that is just life. I am working my ass off to make sure we have a place to live, food in our belly's and gas to get to work... unfortunately I don't feel like I am getting much " I appreciate all you do" I don't recieve anything... more like... " i want this or I want that" I would like to afford this and afford that.... Not only when I have to turn it down...I feel like there is tension. Anger. Like your just being a selfish person, or maybe if there wasn't a event that happened... That we could have this or have that. I feel like sometimes I give things I want just to make ends meet. I get soon stressed.... over little things. I don't know how to express my feelings... till the point I break down. Well I am at my breaking point.
Maybe a little .... Thank you, or is there anything I could do....
