Today is one of those days where you would rather stay at work, or not come home... turn off your phone and be all by your self. Have a nice tall glass of something strong. Things are just not going the way I would like. I have to say I am not really happy at the point in my life. There are somethings that I guess are supposed to just happen and that is just life. I am working my ass off to make sure we have a place to live, food in our belly's and gas to get to work... unfortunately I don't feel like I am getting much " I appreciate all you do" I don't recieve anything... more like... " i want this or I want that" I would like to afford this and afford that.... Not only when I have to turn it down...I feel like there is tension. Anger. Like your just being a selfish person, or maybe if there wasn't a event that happened... That we could have this or have that. I feel like sometimes I give things I want just to make ends meet. I get soon stressed.... over little things. I don't know how to express my feelings... till the point I break down. Well I am at my breaking point.
Maybe a little .... Thank you, or is there anything I could do....
You have to make sure that you are making others aware of what it is you are looking for from them. Make sure they know that you need a little assurance that they recognize what you do to make things good. If they care, they will recognize and be more aware.
ReplyDeleteYou are a great woman, and have knowledge and wisdom beyond most at your age. Stay true to you and who you are. In the end, you are the one that needs to be happy with decisions you make for you, the rest will and should fall into place.
I love you!